March 2011
21 posts
Mood
Today I was not in the mood to get out of bed for my first class. So I didn’t. I’m not in the mood to really talk to anyone so the probability of me texting anyone is very low. I don’t want to go to any of my classes but I may go to psychology just because I love that class and I don’t want to get behind. I don’t particularly feel like working the show tonight but I...
I GOT CAST IN PLAYSHOP!
Getting paid $800 to do what I love where I love when I love with people I love?
Now that ain’t too shabby
:)
Callbacks
Callbacks for the show went SO well. And I want to get in so bad.
There were 13 people there and everyone did a really great job with the exception of maybe 2 people. So that leaves 11 people. And only 7ish will be fully company. I just REALLY want to do this. I really really do. I’m trying to not get my hopes up and it’s kind of working. I’ll be fine even if I don’t get...
One of the billion reasons I find theatre so fascinating? Atleast in college -
You’re friends with your competition. Sometimes BEST FRIENDS. Sometimes you’re even dating your competition. How does that work out? How are you supposed to react?
CALLBACK TONIGHT. GLSKDJALKFJASDLKFJ.
:)
It’d be so easy to miss him. It’d be so easy to call him baby or babe again. I slipped up and called him “sweet boy” but I do that with guy friends too. We have been talking more recently. I’m gonna try to cut it back again because I REALLY don’t want to anymore.
I’m in a state of mind where it’s all or nothing.
He seems to be content with just...
People that don't have homework
THIS KID
I hate when people try to tell me what kind of mood I’m in.
Today:
“Oh, you’re in a bad mood. You’re grumpy. I won’t talk to you. I know better than to talk to you when you’re grumpy.”
OH. So you’re a freakin’ genius! You know all my moods?! You know me SO WELL after knowing me for about 7 months that you know exactly how I’m feeling...
Someone asked me how I stayed so skinny today.
I was like…oh…thanks
I like confidence boosts
This week has LITERALLY been the best week of my life.
And that is so illogical because I got rid of someone that meant so much to me. And I’ve had so many great weeks in my life. And this week is so random. But it’s so true! I’m just so uncontrollably happy.
Yesterday
Was literally one of the best days of my life.
I don’t know that I’ve ever been as uncontrollably happy as I was yesterday.
I got a callback for Playshop - the children’s summer theatre I want to do
I talked to theatre teacher from high school on the phone for almost an hour
I didn’t text that boy all day
I laughed SO hard at rehearsal I cried a few times
I danced...
Dr Yang by Ben Folds
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by Brand New
Fuck You (Le Castle Vania Remix) by Cee Lo Green
Lazy Song by Bruno Mars
I don’t feel empty. I don’t feel lonely. I don’t feel hurt. I don’t feel broken. I don’t feel betrayed. I don’t feel ugly. I don’t feel fat. I don’t feel loveless. I don’t feel unattractive. I don’t feel unwanted. I don’t feel unworthy. I don’t feel angry. I don’t feel sad. I don’t feel bitter. I don’t feel...
"Sooner than it seems life turns around"
Now is the time I start getting my life back on track.
Stop worrying about pleasing some boy.
Stop worrying about what I’m going to do with my life.
Stop worrying about what other people think of me:
if I’m doing enough
if I’m getting good enough grades
if I’m surpassing expectations
Time to just be confident and comfortable with who God made me and who he intended...
And it was
basically one of the best weekends I’ve had in a long time. I won’t say my entire life because I’ve had some pretty phenomenal weekends in my life. But this weekend turned out to be be pretty great. I was pleasantly surprised by how good of time I had. I was really worried we’d just be…bad and too intense but it was quite the opposite.
When he got here, I’d...
DUN. DUN. DUN.
Tomorrow is the day he comes out to visit.
That boy.
And I don’t want him to.
But I’m too chicken to say “Don’t come out”
So it should be interesting to say the least
"Muh-muh-muh-my telephone"
Hopefully someone will understand that that’s a Lady Gaga reference to her song Telephone.
Last night I literally spent 3 hours on the phone talking to “that boy” and it wasn’t even about anything particularly captivating. He’s coming out to visit me on Friday and I’m highly concerned. Is it wrong that I don’t actually want him to come out and visit me? I...
Have you ever have one of those days where you look around and just realize how bizarre your sense of style is?
And then you remember how much you LOVE that
30 Day Photo Challenge
See? And now I’m too lazy to finish with the 30 day photo challenge. I went on a mission trip over spring break up to New York and I had a very interesting time. Overall, it was more frustrating than anything else but I can still say that I learned a lot and took a lot away from it. The whole time I’d been praying for God to let me know some kind of purpose he had in my life. I think...
