Today I was not in the mood to get out of bed for my first class. So I didn’t. I’m not in the mood to really talk to anyone so the probability of me texting anyone is very low. I don’t want to go to any of my classes but I may go to psychology just because I love that class and I don’t want to get behind. I don’t particularly feel like working the show tonight but I also have to do that. I’m just in a crappy mood. No matter how positive of an attitude you have, you’ll still have days like these. And I have work to do tonight that I don’t want to do. I have a speech due tomorrow. Mine is going to blow. Luckily, I don’t give a flying crap. I’m really excited to have my own place next year so I can just come home and lay on the couch and watch movies with friends and do nothing. I had a dream about furnishing the house last night. That’s how excited I am.
I just want to watch Fight Club and eat pizza. Possibly with Heather, Margaret, Adrianna and Annemarie.
I started to miss him last night. And then I cut that off real quick. But it’s still kind of this haunting feeling. So today I am going to immerse myself in the bible and remind myself why I don’t need him or any other guy at this point. OH MY LIFE.